Betrayed
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Betrayed Remembered that day that i mentioned that i got a long post to share with you all.. i decided not to wait.. coz i also dunno when the time is ripe.. really bth her...so i decided to share with u guys now..before i start --> just wanna to let her know that - 有因必有果，要至你于死地的人不是我们，而是那个将你所有秘密抖出的神秘人.. Retribution...why we know so much, is coz of yr good khaki...
Here's the post that day:it is now 11 Oct 07 2.30am.. perhaps you may wonder why am i still awake.. bt i think i must record my feelings as at now... i am frustrated.. felt been betrayed and totally disappointed... and i mean absolutely disappointed... i really dun understand why there are such pple ard.. perhaps that's life... there are many kind of pples all around you.. and hypocrites are one of them... till today then i know you hated us so much and especially me.. i am like a barrier to you? and why did boss dislike you? why so-call troubles are been blamed on you? so you think you are such poor thing that have to work late? when i'm not in office, you have to shoulder my work? and pple favours me and not you? i think you have v serious attitude prob then.. 1) if your boss dislike you, there bounds to be valid reasons.. instead of changing your attitude, you began to think the whole world is against you? whoever ask u questions, 99% ans is always - i dunno... 2) yes, i am on seminar yesterday.. and china colleagues called with regards to that document.. and i did get your assistance in this on 1) date the document 2) pass to ceo to sign.. is this v difficult? do you hav to bad-mouth me and tell the whole world that woah, this alicia not in, then this thing was passed to her 1 mth ago, now i hav to do.. damn shit man... hey, search yr soul when u bad-mouthing pple.. you were away for 1 mth study leave.. who helped u that time? frankly i think i have already been 'ren jing yi jing' to you...in work, i have always been fair and neutral to you... a) when u away, who helped u with yr LC? salary stuffs? etc.. and is dating the document and passing the document to CEO such difficult job that u have to complain?b) when yr hire purchase entries cannot tie, who help u to resolve? c) closing of accounts schedule normally is on the 12th.. why do i hav to rush by 10th? coz i wanna give u more time to do consol d) why do i wan to write down yr mistakes? coz i wan u to learn from yr mistakes and prevent it in future... and what do i get when i need yr assistance? from tat time that boss is on maternity leave.. u always so-called 'offer'.. bt how much did you help? i think u turn down every time.. we're a team and sld be working tog.. instead so, i can rem clearly, u leave me on urge last min.. nevertheless, i learn a lesson - 靠人不如靠自己 3) whenever you hav things for hod/ceo, always ask others to help u to pass to them.. coz u dun wanna face the responsibility..?? u scare of been questioned by them? 4) why do troubles get to you? did u asked yrself - did u do yr work properly? did u check yr work? if yes, y so many careless mistakes? 5) so u think u work till v cham... v late? bt i see u ok wat.. msning everyday... msn is ok.. take leave also ok.. as long as u can finish yr work on time, no prob with that... if u say u work late.. how late is yr late? 6 plus everyday? normally i am the last to leave our tat office eh.. after job scope changed, u so called busier.. bt did u need to work till 9 plus everyday? come back on sat and sun for closing? u did none for this and u have to cheek to say u're v busy and ask for extension... well said.. applauded for u... and in personal, we did put in good words for u several times in front of boss - believe it or not... if not, i think u may be sacked long long time ago.. and nevertheless, no need to talk abt recent increment... i felt so stupid to help someone like you.. dumb me... wasted our efforts and our sympathy... hey, come on, despite you like it or nt.. face it... no pain, no gain.. no such thing as enjoying the fruits without giving.. u hav to contribute.. is yr attitude that is going to harm you.. u have to take yr initiative in alot of areas.. to think how u did u revenge on us? nowadays yr lunch khaki is no longer us.. well, is ok with us that u wanna be with yr bf.. do u hav to sound so 'wei qu'? u are the one who abandon us.. nvm.. whenever we are so called alone.. to my surprise, u purposely always say initially u dunno wanna go out or not, then we still worry for yr health, and ask u wanna eat or not.. then u go out happily with yr partners and leave us eating maggi mee.. u hav never offer and ask us to join u.. is ok... nvm or u will say u dunno where that u guys are going for lunch and finding excuse to purposely dun wan to taobao for us? is ok.. we're not going to starve to death like this.. from this, it reflects how childish are u.. when boss is ard, only then u purposely stay to 'show' her.. and u dare to admit this... and understand that, you hav mention that you dunno how to tahan till dec for aws... with so much hatred and sour-eyed.. u still can put on a mask to face us everyday? oscar award sld be yrs then.. i really dun know hw to act in front of u like this.. if i dunno this incident, i may be continue to act neutral, after i knew all these incidents, too bad.. dun blame me for giving u cold shoulders.. coz u are not deserve as been a pal.. most impt i cannot be such a hypocrite as you to face u everyday with a mask... yi xiao ren zhi xin, du jun zhi zi fu.. u jolly well know what u have did to hurt us... well, wat to conclude from this.. jealousy? red-eyed of others achievement? i try to convince myself that i must be good.. ahbo others won't think that i'm a threat to her..lol i felt totally betrayed...好心被狗吃... anyway i have been 行的正，坐得直 .. what u wanna bad-mouthed, go ahead.. as long as i know what i'm doing right.. i will continue to do so.. for those who listen to her story and think that 3 vs 1 definitely the 1 is poor thing - nothing to say.. bt just wanna say.. to be fair, u sld listen to both side of story then...凡事都有两面，千万不要不分青红皂白愚昧的听偏面之词。。。 of course, sometimes i will feel like 哑巴吃黄莲，有理说不清。。。 but what to do, mouth is theirs, just let them say till they 'song' lor.. good luck to u.. with such low EQ and yr attitude, and always adding untrue facts to your words... u sld know where u can attain... 
